Hi Destinie,
I am much older then you (I'm 34) but I know exactly how you feel, I think all of us do. I know how it feels to have to shop at the "special stores" because nothing at the GAP fits. I also know how it feels when all of your friends are skinny and you're the heavy one. I lost 115 pounds a year ago doing Weight Watchers and gained almost all of it back. That was my breaking point, where I decided not to struggle with this anymore. I do not want to waste another year feeling bad about myself, refusing to socialize because I am worried about what all the skinny people think of me or because I don't have the right clothing. I don't want to spend another year dying. That is what helped me make my decision. And that is my point, you are the ONLY one who can decide if this is right for you. It is a very serious decision to make because it is life changing.
If you do decide to go through with the procedure, do your homework...meaning really know all the details about who does the surgery and what is involved. I did my research and decided on OCC and Dr. Ortiz, but again, you have to do what is right for you. I wish you the best of luck!! If I could go back to the age I was when my weight started having an effect on my life (age 20), I would have the surgery because I wouldn't want to waste any time feeling how it feels when you are the elephant in the room!!