I feel your pain and I empathize with you :lb12: I will be eight weeks post op on July 8th. I have not lost any weight for 6 weeks. I ahve not gain any but sure wanted instant gratification, as always. I have my first fill on the 8th I am so looking forward to that. I have ro remind myself that this part of my journey was not meant for me to lose pounds. It is for me to heal and prepare for the rest of my life. Once I have restriction I hope to finally see more pounds diapear never to return.
Don't be so hard on youself, would you be this hard to a freind? I doubt it you seem to be a very caring person, so be kind to yourself you deserve it