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wow! :lb16: I can dido your husband’s comments with my husband... it is amazing he does not see the relation of how this can aid my weight loss and make me feel good about myself. He thinks I just do not try hard enough. He has never struggled with weight.. he has been thin his whole life. I too have struggled with my weight for about 20 years with the yo-yo diets, latest pill popping remedies and exercise videos, and after having my first child 4 years ago; I am at my maximum weight. :lb20: My max of depression, my max of frustration and my max of options. It is exhausting to have weight be an issue with me every waking moment. I cannot help but think how it has affected my life. I have no pictures in my home of myself because I hate looking at myself especially displayed in frame or on the wall….yuck. My husband’s concern is that we are going to make an investment on this for me and what if I disappoint myself again. He has a friend who had gastric bypass 5 years ago, he lost a lot of weight initially but today he looks like he never had the surgery he is back to how he looked before actually he looks even bigger. I've been slowing depositing money to the OCC to slowly pay for my surgery so it does not impact us financially so that cannot be a reason for him getting upset but I too am scared that I will fail. I hope the lap band procedure will really assistant in my weight loss so he can’t give me that look of "I told you so". :lb11: to you both!

Thank you for the simple steps. I did it so fast with your outlined steps. Check my ticker out.. its my first.