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Zena

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  1. You know you are right Michelle, if there were a pill to take just to eat for breakfast, lunch and supper, I would love to take it and then not have to be around food all day, but in this world, we have to be around food, it is on the tv, in the air, at shops, everywhere. I'm going to check on support for the head, and continue checking this site along with others to get strength and knowledge regarding this procedure. I know I am a beautiful person on the inside just waiting to come out, but if I don't figure out something correctly, she may never ever come out. Thanks Zena You have been a great help...
  2. Thanks Michelle but what kind of counselor would you look for to make sure that it is not a head issue? I hate my weight and if it is a head issue, then all I would need would be to see a counselor to get it off instead of a drastic measure; but if it isn't a head measure, then I would need the help of the tool. Zena
  3. Exactly Michelle - Don't get me wrong, but I have been struggling with this for the past year. I have not had the surgery yet.... am still looking into it.... I don't want to fall off the bandwagon after I get it done, go through all the pain and find out that there is something stopping me from getting my stupid weight off. I do love food, I love to eat when I am happy, when I am sad, when I feel good, when it's there, but a lot of times, I don't know when I am full, there is no feeling of fullness that other people experience. I don't want to get depressed like Jenn and I know myself, definitely feel like a failure after I have talked my whole family into supporting me into getting this surgery done. I don't really know what kind of rigorous effort I will have to go through to get this nasty, undesireable, ugly weight off. I guess I should say, if I wanted two pieces of chicken, my husband would gladly get me two, etc. There was never, "honey, don't you think 1 piece is enough?" Same way when I was a child. I was the kid that would eat, my sister would sit and eat like a bird. They would threaten her with the kids in China are starving, but they never had to threaten me with that because I cleaned my plate. Food was and is and has been always great tasting..... I'm afraid the band might not work for me. What do any of you think that have had it? Should I live with my fat or try another diet or try this? I have asked God, but so far he hasn't answered me yet. My Pastor says I need to be quiet and listen for him to speak to me, but I multi task too much, and patience isn't one of my best qualities just yet. ha ha. Zena
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