i am new to this site and trying to figure it all out.. but anyway for the past few months i have been preparing for my surgery.. and i am pretty much done with everything.. i go see my surgeon on the 16th of this month.. i am nervous as hell,yet excited cause i have wanted to do this for so long now and reality is setting in that im actually going through with it.. my family and friends are very supportive. even though my husband is a bit nervous about it.. not nervous of me having surgery but nervous about me losing all the weight..(he thinks im gonna get skinny and leave him for someone closer to my age)

i read all the entries about everyones experiences..and im still looking forward to having it done.. to be able to live a longer, healthier life and seeing my girls grow up... this is all gonna be worth it