Cait

Im 17. Im borderline Diabetic. My mom developed diabetes from taking antidepressants years ago after I was born. And it already runs on my fathers side. Im not extremely over weight. But my weight fluctuates alot. Ive always been like that. Im 176llbs and my BMI is over 30.... Im 5'4... I used to be a healthy weight but When my step mother took my antidepressants from me (Cymbalta) a year ago... I became overly stressed because Of my depression and Gained alot of weight. Im trying to lose it but I lack the abilty to exorcise excessivly given that I broke my leg as a child. I was hospitolized a couple of months after the cymbalta was taken from me for almost killing myself. Im am better now. Happier and on my medication again. With the added weight gains from being off the meds and also birth control (Ladies you know that) I dont know what to do. Im constantly made fun of. And because My spine has a curvature people always ask me if im pregnant. And the school i go too is pretentious. Im tired of walking into the mall or stores and cant fit anything. I dont know if I want to get the lap band. My mom is going into surgery in 6 days for the gastric bypass and the weight loss place she goes too wont let kids under 18 get that. And besides i dont want that. But the lap band sounds appealing.... And yet Im afraid to do it. Should I? Or should I just diet more.