Hey all, 
It has been way to long since I have posted here.  I really don't even know where to start except to say I am failing.  I still am not sure what to do about the fills,  It seems like I can get stuck on just about anything but I never feel full.  I say never but I mean as far as quantity, I can eat as much as I used to.  I only have a really hard time getting food down when it is that time of month. I usually end up PBing once a day at least during these few days.  I am going thru a divorce right now so funds are not as easy to come by as I had expected when I got this thing over a year ago.  So a fill is not in my near future.  I originally lost 48 pounds but I do believe I only have 20 still off. The reason i am here now is to get some much needed support.   I am getting my life in order and with that comes my body and health.  Tomorrow, I start a couch potato to 3K in 90 days program with my friend. (she is a paramedic, thank GOD!!!)  I am also going to live on the points system  from WW  for a while till i can afford the fill. 
i really am curious for those who have success with the band,  Have you gone thru this type of problem?  DId I waste 8 grand?  Am I just not at my sweet spot?  I was so hopeful that this would disable my ablity to eat like I can.   Ugggg..  any and all advice would be lovely.  Thanks