Okay! Basically I have learned more from reading your posts than I have from researching anything else. I thank you for your attention to detail. This is a really hard decision and the better informed I am, the better off I will be. At this point it will take me 10 months if I go the insurance route, and that is if I am approved. I do have Blue Cross Blue Shield but none the less, the seem to want to run me through the ringer... anyhoo- my point is, maybe Mexico is a good choice for me. I am just worried about the finanical aspects. I am not going to get approved for a medical loan. YIKES, but I will come up with something, some way, some how. What do you do about getting fills? Do you HAVE to go all the way back to Mexico? I can tell you, that I will not be able to swing. I am a nursing student with much too little time off and not likely able to take time off to fly all over God's green Earth, Lol. Where did you fly out of? My fiance and I hope if we can come up with the money (maybe a second mortgage on the house?) (desperate times call for desperate measures) then maybe we can make a four day vacation out of it? I don't know... HEEEELLLLLPPPP! Lol....