Thanks Sherri!Today I made the decision to really stick to it .... no matter what! It's really funny how your mind goes too when you are going through this. I have been questioning myself about things like ,"Maybe I do have diabetes" or "there must be something wrong with me, I don't know what but there has to be!". Then my next thought was ,"What if it is my blood pressure and it will be too high for them to do surgery???!!!" I feel sometimes like I am driving myself crazy.
My gastric plication surgery is scheduled for early February. Tomorrow marks the three week deadline. My starting weight was 247 and I have lost only 7 lbs since Jan.3 I need to lose at least another 6 lbs or more yet!!!! I feel so crappy though.
I am taking solace in the fact that this pre-op thing will be over soon. I see my family dr on Thursday to tell him what I am scheduled to do. Let's hope I have the energy to make him understand this is the right thing for me and to ask him if he will work with Dr. Ortiz in a followup plan in case I need it.
Thanks again Sherri for the support. It was comforting to know someone else was experiencing the same, although I am sorry that you had to go through similar feelings too.