Hi Kym,
I just read your thread. I will be banded by Dr. Ortiz in February, so I'm reading as much as I can about everybody's experiences. First off, you look great and you should be very proud of yourself!
Your lack of self esteem and body image issues make sense to me. You have been working on the outside, now you need to work on the inside. Have you considered getting some counseling? I think that would help you adjust to your new appearance and how others perceive you. I have already started some therapy because I know that emotional/stress eating is what got me to where I am today, and I hope that this will give me the tools to be more emotionally and mentally healthy while I am becoming physically healthy.
Best of luck and thank you for sharing your story!