iamworthit Posted August 26, 2008 Report Share Posted August 26, 2008 I have been having a really hard time. I really hate my job but can't afford to quit and on top of that, I am not losing like I did in the beginning which freaks me out. When I got home from work today my husband asked me what I wanted for dinner (we were planning on eating out becuase we were both on call for work) and I told him Mexican! He looked at me and asked if that was what I really wanted. Well, after I went and got out of my clothes and settled down for a couple of minutes I realized I was trying to 'self-medicate' with food again. It is scary how much we rely on food. I thought I was getting some control on those feelings but I immediately wanted to self destruct. We ended up going to Carabba's and I got the grilled chicken and asparagus which isn't that bad. However, I did realize how much I wanted to 'hurt' myself with Mexican food. Why do I do these things? At least my husband had the sense to not fall for my whim... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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