Hi Annie Lou,
Sorry to hear you are still in lots of pain, but I guess we must believe "this too shall pass". I am 64 and thought: What am I doing, then said what the heck. I lost my husband two years ago and told myself he wanted me to be thin, so I would do it for him also. I didn't tell one daughter till after because of her fears and the one daughter I did tell thought I was nutty - which i am. But, I feel like you - if we finally have an opportunity to get thin, we have to go for it. You are taking your complications better than most and I certainly commend you for it. Your body WILL heal and then you WILL be thin. Hurrah!
So try to keep smiling and write me and remember each day that passes you are getting thinner - hopefully that will help somewhat.
I'm off to bed now because I am hungry - they say you don't get physically hungry the first week, but I'm here to make a liar out of them. I've sucked on more popsicles these past 5 days than I have in 5 years. I'll probably gain weight - won't that be a hoot!
Be happy,
my best, Helen >