So I'm experiencing something weird right now...I'm in my pre-op diet phase (am 3 lbs down on my way to a total of 15 lost) and have my surgery scheduled, my flights planned and paid for, my time off from work okayed, etc...but still, it doesn't really feel like I'm going to do this. Did/do any of you guys feel this way? It's like I can feel myself going through the motions of preparing, but I just can't believe it's happening to ME! I'm ACTUALLY going to go to Tijuanna, Mexico and have a weight loss surgery. Really!? Anyone else go through this?