I too, was excited one minute and terrified the next, thinking "what in the world am I seriously planning to do here?" Well, I did it, and tomorrow I go on to solid food after 3 weeks of liquid. This is one of the best decisions, I now know, I have made for me. I am down 20lbs and know that I've only just begun my journey to get back on the outside who I have always been on the inside. I did not let but 2 people in my life know, as most people that have not educated themselves can have a tendency to be skeptical or negative. You are smart to be here. This is where I read the stories, celebrated the milestones of others, got realistic expectations and many, many questions answered. Keep reading and connecting and I'm confidant you will begin to feel more and more excited. Knowledge is power. The very best to you!