stormy Posted September 11, 2008 Report Share Posted September 11, 2008 I dont even trust my scales anymore. But I dont think I has lost enough and it has me stressed out. I have no desire to do all the way down there to get rejected or lecture on how much of a failure I am. I am going to spend the next 7 days, eating nothing. My body dont want to give up this fat, I have no idea why. I am eating the way they told me too and yet, nothing. I am frustrated. I guess maybe a little scarred. I am having nightmares. As the days get closer they get worse, they are not all about the band. They are really strange, some are about work. I know work is stressing me out too. It will be good to get away from it a while. I am really tired, not having my mochas has made it hard for me to stay awake. I need coffee. I may just go get a plain coffee, maybe that will help. I can't wait for this to be overwith. I dont even know if I am excited, I am so nervous. All I can do is try to keep busy, these next 7 days are going to be nerve racking!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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