Well, I am just over a week off from flying to San Diego. This whole trip to Mexico will be an brand new adventure! I am SOOOOO excited!

I was going to take the trip with my mom to get my Lapband from Dr. Kelly. She offered to come with me not to get her own lapband but as moral support. Well, as money seems to flow( or not flow) I just cant afford the extra ticket.

Is there anyone out there woh happens to be going at the same time?

I am not to worried, I know God has a plan. Maybe I will meet someone on the way that happens to be in the same boat.....

Soooo, I am just about ready to start my pre-op liver shrinking diet. Dr. Kelly said I only need to be on liquids for the last 3 days before the surgery which would be the 16th to the 18th. But I REALLY want to make the most of my results so I am thinking of getting started on monday instead so I will have been on liquids for one week. But I dont want to prematurly lower my matabilism.

I am hoping I will be able to stick to a liquid diet. I know the reason I am fat is because I have an addiction to carbs ( LOVE breads and Pastas) But this is how I ended up in this situation. I am ready for a change and I hope the lapband will give me the physical "Check System" to not eat as much and all those carbs!

SO here we go...... At the brink of when Dreaming and Doing meet. Stepping out in courage...... And faith, Knowing this body is to be a Temple of The Holy Spirit. I long to be a vessle of Glory not shame. His child created in the Image of God.

-- Serving a God of Love --

Philippians 4:12-13 (King James Version)

12 I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound: every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need.

13 I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.

Praise God!