BrownEyedGirl

Wow. I figured out this blog thing except that I accidentally made two blogs. Anway, I immediately started writing all about my weight and food issues. The reason I wrote, "Wow." is because I've been writing steadily for the last hour. What I ended up with is pretty intense and I'm not sure if I should publish it. It looks like I just vomited up 23 years of food and weight issues. It was good for me to get all that out but I'm not sure if I want to slime anyone else with it. For now I'll say, I'm fat. I'm sick of being fat. I need help not to be fat. I think the lapband will help me as I change my eating habits. I don't want the lapband to just help me eat less of the foods I ate that helped me get fat. I want the lap band to help curb my appetite while I try to change my life and eat healthier foods. Currently, I'll eat a healthy meal of a lean protein, veggies, and a salad. Then, still hungry an hour later, I'll sit down to my real meal of fat, carbs, and sugar to fill myself up. I'm hoping that with the lapband I'll eat my healthy meal, feel satisifed sooner, then stop. And I can just focus on eating better. I'm praying for success.

Oh please post that picture soon! I was reading earlier where you wrote you wished you had a pic of you at your heaviest. I was wishing the same because I wanted to see your amazing transformation. I'm so glad you found it!!

Great! I found the recipe! I'm reading the forum and some of you really stand out with your success. RevyD in particular. I kept seeing that Tomato Pie on her food log and was considering asking her if I could move in, follow her around, and copy every move. But not wanting to creep her out I elected to just have this recipe on hand after my surgery and when I can start eating solids again. It sounds good with zucchini too! I can't see the recipe as I type this and was wondering if that's regular cheese or FF cheese. And thanks RevyD (Is that Deb?) for posting your serving size.

So how do the tatas look now? Right now I need a reduction and lift, not sure what I'll need after I've lost my weight. I'm sure they'll be extremely droopy. I wonder , will the doctor just roll 'em up and sew 'em up to fill them out or will I need an augmentation too. Anyway, could you please post a newer pic to encourage some of us? I feel like such a perv asking for someone to post boobie pics for "encouragement".

I can hardly wait to wear those sexy panties. I won't let anyone take my picture when I'm fully clothed. You guys are brave having your pictures taken in panties!!