stormy Posted August 28, 2008 Report Share Posted August 28, 2008 My cell phone is the only link I am going to have to my son. I have TMobile. Is it going to work down there? I have to be able to check on him. I am even at the point of where I dont know if I can do this. I am freaking out. I dont want to leave him. Now my stupid dogs are attempting to dig out of the fence. So I guess I have to check into a kennel for them to stay in while we are gone, so they dont run the neighborhood. This is getting more costly and expensive. We have 22 days until we go into OCC. My friend calls me and tell me how stupid I am for doing this. That he dont think I can stick with it. That I am wasting my money. That I dont have the ability to hold true to the program. I have so much doubt right now. I am scarred. Can I even do this? Can I actually leave my son and travel far from him? What am I going to do? I can't stop now. But yet I am so scarred. What if he needs me, what if he can't handle it? I need my cell phone. I need to be able to call the woman who will be caring for him and I need her to be able to call me. It is so important. I really need to stop this anxiety. I should have scheduled my husband and I seperately. But yet I want him there with me. This is horrible. I'm so tired, I am so scarred. I am so confused. What am I going to do? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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