Change your focus, hun. Go do something. Go for a walk, go to the mall, weed the garden, call a friend, anything. You are fixating and it's going to drive you insane. We've all been there or we all will be there. You survived 19 days on liquid remember?!! You are a superstar!
How about chromium to get you through? The pills are tiny and they help with appetite control. Is that allowed?
I don't know how to help you except give you a big hug and tell you to be STRONG!
HUG!!!!!!!!!!!! :lb18: